Yes, I was among those crazy kids that got up at 1am in the morning to go see Justin Bieber in the flesh. The concert was being held down at Circular Quay, at the International Terminal and sponsored by Sunrise who had an interview with Justin at 7:30am. Instead of battling to wake up in the morning, I just pulled an all-nighter and got there at 4am with Claudia. It was packed! Heaps of teens sitting around under their doonas with picnic rugs, shivering in the cold just waiting for Justin to come on stage, 3 1/2 hours later.
So Claudia and I walked over to the hord of screaming girls that was gathered around the actual stage where he would perform. We took our stance, preparing to stand there for 3 hours before any form of Justin would appear infront of us.
Kyana found us not long after, and we all stood around, talking about the usual chit chat, and shouting, "NOW WHEN I SAY JUSTIN YOU SAY BIEBER, JUSTIN!” - “BIEBER!”
Almost simultaneously, something started happening. "Everybody take 2 steps back!", yelled the guy on the stage. Nobody moved of course, they all wanted to be at the very front to see Justin. "The young girls at the front are getting crushed, you have to move back!" he tried again. If little girls were getting crushed, that’s their parents fault. You should not bring little kids to a concert, and if you do, you do not let them get at the very front. This is not a day-care school play, it is a concert.
So basically the police cancelled Justins appearance because apparently it was ‘unsafe’. So naturally, there were tears and shouts of disgrace directed towards the Sunrise team all around us. This went on for about 20 minutes.
Suddenly there was a change of tension, and in a split second, everyone BULLRUSHED over to the actualy Terminal where the cruising internationals came in. Everyone was screaming around, mainly thinking Justin was there. Kyana pulled me through the giant swarm and we got the the very front, people were screaming that they could see Justin coming down, but he was still asleep. So that was stupid.
After everyone realized this crucial fact, the sky was gradually getting lighter. about 4% of the girls had gone home by now, with their mindset that they wouldn’t be seeing Justin today. Some girls had come all the way from Cairns and Perth!
So naturally, like any good dispute, people had a plan. "MARTIN PLACE!" "SMASH THE SUNRISE STUDIO!" "START A PROTEST!" Okay, so protesting at Martin Place outside the Sunrise studio, that sounded pretty awesome! Kyana and I ran through the girls that were scattered around, some slowly making their way up the road, on their way to scream at the studio. We shouted as we went, “MARTIN PLACE! EVERYONE GO TO MARTIN PLACE! COME ON LET’S SCREAM OUTSIDE THE STUDIO!”
This is how we picked up Britteny and Jamie, our new friends :) So Britteny, Jamie, Kyana and I, (we lost Claudia by this point), headed up the road, towards Martin Place, watching the marching herd behind us, on their way to do the same thing. As we approached the studio, it was invisible. Hidden behind the 10,000 girls that had formed outside of it. Using our secret weapon, (Kyana), we pushed and shoved our way into the crowd to get as close as we could. Talk about being CRUSHED TO DEATH! You could barely breath while you were squeezed into the wall by the thousands of crazed fans that were surrounding us.
If Justin was thrown into the middle of this havoc, i’m quite certain he would not have survived.
"I’LL GIVE YOU ANYTHING, I’LL GIVE YOU ANY RING, AND I’M IN PIECES, BABY FIX ME, AND JUST SHAKE ME TILL YOU WAKE ME FROM THIS BAD DREAM!"
An hour or so of singing ‘Baby’ over and over, and finally we were getting somewhere. Justin tweeted that he wanted to sing at the studio, obviously hearing the news over how badly everyone was taking the news that they couldn’t see him. We were quickly spreading over every outlet of immediate media that could be known; radio, facebook, twitter, myspace, news segments and morning shows that were being filmed live were all reporting on the ‘Bieber Fever’ that we were all infected with on this maniacal day that we were fueled by utter rage and passion.
Then in a split second, everyone lost their minds. Justin Bieber was visable through the window of the Sunrise studio! On the second level the teen pop sensation was getting a deafening reception from all of us. He raised his hands and gave us a ‘heart’ whilst smiling and tossing about his sexy fringe.
He left our sights and voyaged down a floor to perform his song ‘Baby’ on live tv. Everyone could see the tv through the glass walls of the studio, and even though we could not hear him we all sung along with him throughout the entire song, (even though afterwards we realized we were not in time).
After that we roamed the city with our new found friends and Kyah, who we found at Mcdonalds after the monstrosity of a celebrity visit started to cool off.
What happened for the rest of the day, is a story for ANOTHER day.
So my laptop has decided not to load Internet sites tonight, well fuck it, a few more months and I can get my fucking Macbook Pro :)
Okay so tomorrow I’m going to the Sydney Royal Easter Show with my two best friends, Edeline and Claudia. It’s like a tradition, we go every year. Anyways my plan is to scam my little brother into buying everything for me, I know it sounds really bad but he’ll get things out of it too, so I think it’s pretty fair.
So anyway, I’m saving my money to buy Pokemon Soul Silver for my nintendo DS, and I went a little spaz tonight when I found out I can get a Pidgey, a Vulpix & Articuno! I was like YES! Haha.
I have to type all this on my iPod touch so it’s taking a bit longer than typing on my keyboard would, but then again, I’m nowhere near being tired so I suppose it’s okay.
I have a new member in my family, Amelia Louise Wynne, my beautiful baby kitten :) She’s black and white so she is not racist, and she absolutely loves trying to scratch her maginary friend.
As far as relationships go, everything is kind of neutral at the moment with boys, but with Mother Dearest, well I did something very very bad.
I hugged her.
I still hate everything that she does, but I mean, she is my mother, and every now and then, I crave a hug from her.
Speaking of craving, I am actually craving a hook-up lately, I’m on the verge of forgetting what it feels like, this is serious stuff people!
Arh, I have to be up bright and early tomorrow so we can get out of the house and set off some flea bombs, fun I know.
When school starts again I am going to not be paying attention so badly, I can feel it pulsing in the back of my head, I am so over school right now, although I am really quite anxious to hear what mark I got in my English narrative.
I guess I just have to wait for it, because otherwise, it will come to soon, and bring school with it, not to mention my failing maths grade.
Oh well, update later, see you.
My head feels like it’s being bashed in from the side, arh,
I got a kitten today, she’s black & white and I named her Amelia Louise Wynne, after I had the suggestion from a good friend :) Aaaaanndddd, yesterday was pretty good. I went into the city with Edeline and Claudia and bought HEAPS of new clothes. On Tuesdee we’re going to the Sydney Royal Easter Show, and theres something special being planned for a couple of weeks away. So i’m still alive everyone, no need to fear.
It’s easy to feel like You’re all alone To feel like nobody knows The great that you are The good that’s inside you, is trying so hard to break through Maybe it’s your time to lift off and fly You won’t know if you never try I will be there with you all of the way You’ll be fine Don’t let anyone tell you that you’re not strong enough Don’t give up, there’s nothing wrong with just being yourself That’s more than enough So come on and raise your voice speak your mind and make some noise And sing Hey, hey Make some noise Hey, hey, yeah You want to be known, you want to be heard, and know you are beautiful You have so much to give, some change you wanna live So shout it out and let it show You have a diamond inside of your heart A light that shines bright as the stars Don’t be afraid to be all that you are, you’ll be fine, You can’t just sit back and watch the world change, what matters is what you’ve got to say. There’s no one else who can stand in your place, so come on it’s never too late Maybe it’s your time to lift off and fly, you won’t know if you never try.
My internet is being such a bitch lately, everything is taking forever to load, the page keeps freezing up, a LOT & my msn keeps signing me out. I suppose I should be grateful for any internet at all, but my mind isn’t quite working that way at the moment. I really want/need that Macbook Pro. - must hold on for just another 6 months.
My love life is a bit topsy turvy, what with one boy who keeps changing his mind and another who just can’t change his address. Totally unfair, and not to mention stupid if the universe is supposed to include karma for everyone.
Term 2 of school is going to be soo bad. I haven’t handed in my PE Assignment yet because Mother Dearest deleted all my work, so I started from scratch and then missed the last couple of days I could have handed it in. Of course, then there’s the Jaggar queen, where i’m failing maths. Greeaattt..
I am in love with you, so much, So I need you to do something important for me. Whatever you want to do, Wherever you want to go, If you want to go on your own path, You should leave me fast. I want you to depart as fast as you can, With all your belongings. You have to leave me and go on your own path, So I can follow you there.
Because whichever way you’re going, I won’t be far behind.
I’ve heard it said That people come into our lives for a reason Bringing something we must learn And we are led To those who help us most to grow If we let them And we help them in return Well, I don’t know if I believe that’s true But I know I’m who I am today Because I knew you…
Dancing around in my room on a Friday just makes me feel, normal, in a strange way.
Sure, some people might say that air guitaring to ‘Bad Reputation - Joan Jett’ whilst bouncing on my bed in underwear is a little bit, strange. But we all want to do those things, I just choose to do it regularly. It’s like when your sitting in class, and you see only 3 kids that can’t seem to stop tapping their pens on the table, or clicking their feet together, or even just bobbing their head and lipsyncing a song. Everyone thinks they’re weird, but hey, i’m one of them :) Music is an escape from everything, and i’m not sure what word exactly describes us, but I always have a tune going through my head, always. In class, even if i’m paying direct attention to my work/teacher, theres still a song coming out through the tapping of my pen, it’s just natural to me.
So on this very fine Friday, I am in my house, just dancing around to my music, and I have never felt so happy all week :)
I really shouldn’t have kept it going for as long as I did, but it’s not as though I had a lot of other people in the same situation to give me any support either. Not many people have to deal with the problem of which i’m confronted with, which makes it even harder to know what I should do, every step is taken, half blind. To any other person, what I told you, and for what reason, was totally stupid. But to me, it just means so much more..